kheili vaght bud nadideh budamesh...

engar ke hichvaght nemishnakhtamesh, gharibe bud.

be khodam zahmaty dadam o vasash ye kam vaght ozashtam.

raftam jelootar, zool zadam behesh,

khaste bud, negahesh booye baroon midad, gelemand negaham mikard,

shaki bud! (az chi akhe?) say kardam bi-tafavoot negash konam, unam hamonjoor negam kard.

ye labkhand kamrangi behesh zadam, unam haminjooor!

dastamo bordam tarafesh....dastesho avoord jelo.( radam nakard!)

chesham khisss shod....

Mibinam soratamo to ayeneh....ba labi khaste miporsam az khodam.....

in gharibe kiyeh,az man chi mikhad?

kheili vaght bud nadideh budamesh!!!

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...param siyast amma miyone adama delam sefid o bi-riyast

az man faghat to gheseha range siyamo keshidan,

sedaye mahzoone mano ghaar ghaaare shom mishenidan!

Crow is a omen of Change. Crow lives in the void and has no sense of time,therefore, it sees past, present and future simultaneously.Crow merges both light and dark, both inner and outer.It is the totem of the Great Spiritand must be respected as such.
They are symbols of creation and spiritual strength.Look for opportunities to create and manifest the magic of life.Crows are messengers calling to us about the creation and magic that is alive in the world todayand available to us.

goft bavaram kon, marde raham....bavaresh kardam.

goftam daste ali bedim be ham? goft bedim!

tarikhe ba ham budano gozashtim tavalode molla Ali...

hamechio be ehteram o eshghe Ali anjam dadim,

tahe delam mohkam budam ke molla Ali havamo dare, nemizare ke...

yek sal gozasht... saniyehasham ghabele tareef nistan che berese be roozash.

salgardemone...

Ali ham dorogh bud !!!!!!!!!!!

YA ALI

Migan bayad mese ye dandone posiiidhe bekanish o bendazish biroon!
migan ye dandoon vaghty kharab mishe digeh negah dashtanesh be jooz booye bad o dard hichi digeh nadare, taze migan shayad cherk kone o be baghye badan ham asib bezane!

Migam: halla vaghty kandi o andakhty biroon, jaye khali chi? ba jaye khalish che bayad kard? mage na inke vaghty jaye ye dandon khali mishe to dahanemon hey ba zaboon mirim be jaash nook mizanim? mage har dafe vaghty zabonemon be gosht mikhoreh jaye khalisho lams nemikonim? mage negaran nemishim ke ayya aslan digeh dandoon dar miyad ya na? ta inke kam kam sare dandoon jadid mizane broon! az un vaght migan nabayad ziyad dandon bezani! vagarna kaaaj mishe! dorost rooshd nemikone!

Migam khob chon yebar az dast dadimesh o midonim ke che dardi dare nabudanesh az ro negaranimon hey mirim be in yeki sarak mikeshim ke mabada inam az dast bedim!
migan nabayad negarani koni, avaal o akharesh raftani mire o uni ke bekhad bemone khodesh mimone! che zabon bezani che zabon nazani!
are ? injoorihast yani ???

Jaade ke ghorbat miyareh,

chera migan safar-bekheyr?!

cheshmaam ke barooni shodan,

boro golam yaadet bekheyr.

ezdeham jamiaàt to gate iran-air...chone zadan sare ezafe baar..chehrehaye khandoon..delaaye poor az shoghe didaar...gereftan boarding card...safe gozarname...bosidane akhar...chand ghatre ashk...

RAFTAN

jaa mondam...hata fekresham sakhte...rooham bahashon raft..jesmam mond ke tajrobeye talkhe tanhayeero baghal kone

jaade ke ghorbat miyare..chera migan safar bekheyr?

cheshmaam ke barooni shodan...

There was a blind girl who hated herself because of being blind. She hated everyone except her boyfriend. One day the girl said that if she cud only see the world she would marry her boyfriend, one day someone donated his eyes 2 her and then she saw everything including his boyfriend, her boyfriend ask her, "now that you can see, will you marry me?", the girl was shocked when she saw her boyfriend is also blind, and she refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend walks away with tears and said,

“Just take care of my eyes dear".

Va eshgh sedaye faselehaaast...

Don't leave me in all this pain

Don't leave me out in the rain

Come back and bring back my smile

Come and take these tears away

I need your arms to hold me now

The nights are so unkind

Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart Say you'll love me again

Undo this hurt you caused When you walked out the door

And walked outta my life

Un-cry these tears

I cried so many nights

Un-break my heart My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye

Bring back the joy to my life

Don't leave me here with these tears

Come and kiss this pain away

I can't forget the day you left

Time is so unkind

And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Don't leave me in all this pain

Don't leave me out in the rain

Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart

Come back and say you love me

Un-break my heart Sweet darlin' Without you I just can't go on Can't go on

2 rooze ke badjoori to khodamam! 2 shabe ke baz miyay to khabam, behem sar mizani, kheili vaght bud ke hatta to khab ham nemiyumadi, vali allan ashty kardi mese inke, kash to real life ham ashty mikardi. nemidoni che lezati dare didane yaar,hatta to khab.
vaghty bidar misham badjoori ghatiyam, faghat mishinam o cheshamo mibandam o tak take harfato ke to khab zadi morror mikonam, ye hessi migeh ina hamash neshonas! vali mitarsam. mitarsam ke eghdami konam o baz mese potk bezani to saram. ey khoda man cheghad bayad in shabaye sard o tanharo tajrobeh konam?
dishab inghad behet nazdik budam ke hatta boye taneto ham hess mikardam! nemidoni che hali bud, sar mast budam,saar mast...
delam vasat ye zare shodeh,kash ke az khare sheytoon biyay payeen.

Unbreak my heart...say u love me again.

Chand roozi rafte budam ba khodam khalvat konam, nabudam, hichja nabudam, engari ke aslan ta be hall vojod nadashtam!!!
vali khob bud, hichki nabud o man budam, kasi nafahmid o man fahmidam, yadi nakardin o yaddeton kardam, khob bud, lazem bud, mikham az in be baad ziyad goom o goor besham, doros mese ghadima, hamon mehrnooshe invisible !!!
to fekre ye safare doram! midonam ke ba in safar kheili chiza avaz mishe, midonam ke hatta mehrnoosh ham avaz mishe, vali mese inke vaghteshe.
be yaadet bego inghad sarak nakeshe to shabaye man! vaghty khodet khasty ke nabashi, pass chera hamash sarak mikeshi? yani vaghean ba khode khodet ro-rast budi?

yaadame bache ke budam, migoftan khoda ba arzeshtarin mojodi ke sakhte adamizade. behesh ye ghalbe ghashang dadeh ke bayad azash khob moraghebat kone, behesh ehsas dadeh ke doost bedare, yaadame in chiza kheili mohem bud vaghty man kochik budam, hame migoftan in harfa kheili bozorge! chi shod? koja raft? chera ta man bozorg shodam un harfa kochik shodan? chera ta delamo sepordam behesh,velam kard? chera ta goftam hameye joone mani, kochikam kard? .........rooze mouud motmaeen bash ke ziyadam door nist....man kenare to o to male mani ta hamishe.
in shaba halle dele man digeh tareefi nadare, be eshghe didanet to khab mikhabam, darigh az khabet, digeh hatta to khabam nemiyay.cheghad ehsase poochi mikonam vaghty nadaramet to zendegim. hess mikonam hame donya tardam kardan ...fasele beyne man o to ta koja donbale dare??ghesmat in bud ke joda bemonim az ham ta hamishe!
akh ke delam mikhad beram nooke koh vastam ye daad bekesham, hamchin ke shayad khoda az khab bidar beshe, shayad sedaye man delesho belarzoone, javabe in shabaro ki mide? javabe in sokout mano ki mideh? javabe in delo....akh ke bazam hazyooonaye man shoro shode o tamomi nadare....yeroozi yevaght..yejayee..cheshme man miufte to cheshmaye to....amma in hamon khiyale ke ba man hast ta hamishe....akh ke daghonam emshab. Yaadam kon.

to az khamoshiye delgire roya,,,,sedam kardi, sedam kardi dobare.
sedam kardi,,,sedam kardi nagoo naaaaa...agar che khaste o khamosh budi.
to budi o sedaye to sedam zad....

Abb az Abb tekan nakhord...na didi va na dideh shodi...raft o gozasht..bi negaahi ke booye mehrbani dahad.
Ghafel az inke hamin nazdikiha az abb, abbitar asst deli ke mimirad baraye lahne kodakaneye to !
Emshab ham mesle hamishe hast.....Areee....baz ham sar mizanad taanhayee...are....az dobare miayaad deltangi....are..................ba nadidanesh che mikoni?!............................Harasssi nadaram......bahash refigham in rooza !

To really love a woman To understand her - you gotta know her
deep inside

Hear every thought - see every dream N' give her wings - when she
wants to fly

Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her armsYa know ya
really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

Cuz she needs somebody to
tell her that it's gonna last forever

So tell me have you ever really - really
really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman Let her hold you - til ya know
how she needs to be touched

You've gotta breathe her - really taste her Til you
can feel her in your blood

N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she's
really wanted When you love a woman you tell her that she's the oneCuz she needs
somebody to tell herthat you'll always be together

So tell me have you ever
really - really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold
her tight A little tenderness - gotta treat her right She will be there for you,
takin' good care of you

Ya really gotta love your woman...

Migan KHODA goom shode !!!

az emshab dare khonehatoono ghofl bezanid, cheraghharo rooshan bezarin, be harchiz o hamekas mashkok bashid, chera ke kasike zamani shayesteye aasemanoonha bude be roye zamin, dar kenare man o to jaaye nakhad dasht !!!

dar ketabi ya ke khabi khod nemidanam naghshi az aan baargahe kebriya didam,

to be kare davari mashghol o sad afssos dar tarazooyat Riyaa didam,Riyaa didam.

areeeee?
- Uhum
motmaeeni?
- Uhum
shak nadari?
- shake man marge!
hasty?
-Hastamet
nemikhay beri??
-Kojaro daram ke beram ?!
mimoni?
-Hamishe
bavaret konam?
- Shak nakon bache
age rafty chi?
- Biya sare khakam khob!
bedone to manam nisam
- Bedone to nabudeam!
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Hamin allan az asemon baham tamass gereftan ke:
zibatarin o ghashangtarin o mehraboontarin o doost dashtanitarin fereshtashoono gOm kardan !!!
Natars man toro loo nadadam golam ! Jaat pishe man amnne ...

yaàkham,,,engaar khob to dastam nist! hess mikonam to barfa daram rah miram.

ye kooho gozashtan ro ghalbam, che sangine, hess mikonam har lahze khafe misham, che rabty dasht! sang ro ghalb! hesee khafegi!

halla sedaye santoooresh,,,che soozi dare, akh akh dele unam shekondan in aadama. goftam behet aadama injooran digeh!!!

ya khari ya khodeto zadi be are o ina. akhe angiiiizeàt chi bud az in kar?

inghadar doset daram beshnaàvi khandaàt migire...hehehe (khandidim)

migan khodesh mese hamone, migan joftesh yerange, (woooow,yerang! mage hanooz peyda mishe?!)migan jofteshon az mokh azadet mikonan! (p.s. : Mokh?!?)

migan bayad balad bashi chejoori bepichish! migand ghamao paAk mikone! (mage gham ham paAk mishe?!!) migan osolan sabze! (range Zendegie!!!)

migaM nakone hamon Grass e khodemoone!

dar lahzehaye sokotam, to ra hezaran barr faryaz zadam.

arezoo mikardam ke shenavandeye faryadam bashi! rasty darde mara mishenavi ??

doortarin noghte dar otaghi poor az sokout neshastee, midanam ke mikhaniyaam,

midanam ke midaaniyam, midanam ke ...

Yadaat mara Baàss!

Sakhtarin tasmimaat dorost zamani etefagh miufteh ke fekr mikoni sakhtarinharo poshte sar gozashty!

Mohem nis ke koja hasty o ba ki hasty, mohem ine ke didgahet chiyeh!
Chejoor be masaeel negah mikoni!?
Ye azizi behem goft kheili khodeto dargir kardi, say kon az balla masaeleto bebini.
Ye sandali gozashtam zire paam, raftam roosh istadam, vali bejaye masaelam baghye chizaye otagho kochik didam!!! Roohamo vadar kardam ke az jesmam joda beshe, del bekane az in jense zamini, vadaresh kardam ke dar kotahtarin noghteye donya beiste va az ballatarin gholeye kooh be moshkelesh negah koneh.

Sakht bud, bavar nemikardam, indafe movafaghiytao bavar nemikardam! Baraye bavaram ye dast lebaase jadid kharidam. Asoontar shod. mohem nabud ke lebasam che shekliyeh, rangesh chiyeh, che markiye, mohem in bud ke jadid bud. Halla in lebasamo ba hichi avaz nemikonam. Hamin andazeye mane, shayad kami dir size khodamo peyda kardam vali mohem ine ke peyda kardam.

Ya Hagh

Dige hatta nemishe boland boland esme hamo seda konim, nemishe hatta digeh to delemon yavashaki arezoo konim, nemishe hatta to khab be ham sar bezanim, akhe migan in rooza digeh mishe hamechio did o shenid.

In rooza hichi digeh yavashaki nemishe, hatta fekr kardan be to!

vaghty shaba miyay to khabam az tarse inke adama sobh mochamo begiran az takhtam nemiyam biroon. mitarsam in dafe ham dase delam roo beshe o roosva besham. hannooz jaye roosvayee dafe pish khob nashode, hanooz zakhmam tazas, adama migan fellan bayad az zakhmet khob moraghebat koni! vali yani khob ham mishe?

Gamon nakonam, in az un zakhmaayee nis ke ba moraghebate man o to o digaran dava beshe, baziya migan zaman mikhad, vali zaman ham hatta az pasesh bar nemiyad.

Dishab ye sari be delam zadam! napoors ke begam cheto bud! teflli az bas nalide bud ke sedash gerefte bud, chi mitonestam behesh begam ke ye kam aroom begire? goftam mikhay be man begi chete? yavashaki bego ke pishe khodemon 2ta bemone, ye negahi behem kard o goft: hamon ye dafe ke razaamo behet goftamo roosva shodam bass bud mehrnooshi !

Goftam taghsire man nabud be khoda, in adama dahanlagh shodan, goft az adama chizi nago ke hame chizeshoon zaminiye hatta eshgheshon!

Halla yavashaki in website ro beband o boro gharibe, be rooye khodetam nayaar aslan, mese hameye adama...

Mikham in Daardo khob mazeh mazeh konam, inghadar ke talkhish az yadam nare, ta shayad betoonam baghiye omram bahash zendegi konam.
in shaba nabudanet az budanet mahsoostare, akh ke yaadet ghoghaa mikone.

Goftehara Gofteam....Chizi nakhaaham goft !

Geryehara Kardeam...Ashkii nakhaham rikht !

Baàd az Aan didaar...Laànat bar in Taghdir !

mikhastam behetoon fara-residane baharo tabrik begam,

Vali che sali? che eydi? hamechi sare jaaashe, hamon Aadama! hamon zendegi ! hamon ...

digeh tabriki nemimone! mage be in hame badbakhty ham mishe tabrik goft?!!

dele khosh siri chand ???

Dardaam az Yaar ast o darman niz ham Del fadaye Ou shod o jaan niz ham...

Daar otaghi ke be andazeye yek tanhayeest, baraye roozhaye az dast rafte ashk rikhtam.

Dele man ke be andazeye yek eshgh asst, kodakane bahooneye khoshbakhti gereft.

vaaah ke che bahoneye mahali...

Haala ke to gheseye to manam be akhar residam...Daaad mizanam...Daad mizanam>>> Kheiyri az Eshghet Nadidam.

Sobh bekheyr !
mese ye Kherse Ghotbi chand mahi khab budam ;)
dirooz ke 14 feb buud manam az khabe zemestoonim bidar shodam,
bazi vaghta migi che khob ke hame chi ye kaboos bud.
che khob ke baz bidaram o mitoonam khodam tasmim begiram o khodam anjaam bedam,
Yaaadam toro Faramoosh....

Entezaar...

Delam taang asst baraye kasi ke roozi miayad,

delam dar entezarash misoozad, cheshmanam az shogh labriiz ast,

tapeshe ghalbam ra mishenavam...

midanam ke roozi miayad, az kodaki ba in rooya zendegi kardeam,

bayad biayaad.

uni ke mano asheghoone doost khahad dasht, kasi ke shanehayash paanahi baraye vojode khasetam khahad bud,

un ke roohe mano laams khahad kard o badane ma ra taskhir khaahad nemood,

un ke harfhaye nagoofteam ra midanad,

niaaz be tozih nakhahd bud, niyaaz be bahs nakhad bud, sokote mara mikhanad,

Delam taag asst baraye kasi ke roozi miayaad,,Ayaa vaghean miayaad?

zendegiye ye Kabooose...

ye tekrare maskhare, ye khabe vahshatnaak, ye baziye pooch.
kaboose talkhi ke na shoroesh daste ma bude o na payanesh daste mast !
az che roo bayad tahamool kard in kaboose zesht o kasifo?
umadane to...dashtane to...budane ba to... bavare to...AMA az in kaboos vahshatnaktare.
kaboose zendegim shodi...

Dorogh !!!

behet dorogh goftam, chon nemitonestam bedoone to zendegi konam.
be una ham dorogh goftam, chon una ham nemizashtan man ba to zendegi konam!
be khodam ham dorogh goftam, chon nemidonestam mikhamet ya na!
be delam ham dorogh goftam, chon hagho behem nemidad.
be vojdanam ham dorogh goftam, chon fahmid ke in hame dorogh goftam vase dashtanet to zendegim.
va amma to chi? chandta dorogh gofty ta be hall? va chera?

sokoote man...

dar deraztarin shabe zendegim, be yade akharin negah, be eshghe roozhaye khobe gozashte, tora ba bolaaaandtarin sedayam faryad zadam !
roozi ke sedayam ra beshnavi digar nakhaham zist !
sokote man...

Asheghi...

bahse jalebiye, hamishe hameja hast, epidemiye aslan!
hichvaght ham az mode nemiufte! hame donbaleshan o hame ham azash farariyan !
har kasi eshgho yejoor tafsir mikone, yaki az khanooma migoft eshgh faghat eshghe be farzand!
un yeki migooft eshgh faghat poshte shishe ghashange! ye aghaaye migoft asheghi faghat 40 rooze !!!
in yeki mano tekoon dad! jaleb inja bud ke baghye aghayooni ham ke to jame ma neshasteh budan ba in yeki movafegh budan! vasam jaye soal dasht! mage mishe faghat 40 rooz ashegh bood? pass taklife dele unaaye ke ye omre asheghan chi mishod? pass in hame ba ham budana eshgh nabud? age nabud chi bud? tahamool? addat? ejbaar?
age asheghi 40 rooze pas hame bayad 30 - 35 rooz ghabele Valentine ashegh beshan ke betoonan hamchin rooze zibaaye ro jashn begiran! ma adama cheghad ajibim !
shayad inam yejoor asheghiyeh.
fek nakonam asheghi ro beshe tafsir kard aslan,,chon Asheghi...

Lahzehamo Hey shemoordam.......Ta biyay 100 dafe moordam !

azash porsidam ta halla shodeh kasiro dost dashteh bashi? sokot kard !
goftam ta halla shodeh delet vase kasi belarze? ye pooz-khand zad !
behesh goftam delet vase kasi tang ham mishe? cheshash poore ashk shod !
goftam age bekhay ye arezo koni, midooni arezot chiyeh? Ahh keshid !
porsidam ta be hall mazeye entezaro cheshidi ? negahesho azam gereft !
goftam Doset Daram ! vase hamishe RAFT...

akhe in hame ghoror ta koja?
in hame sardi...in hame khodkhahi ta koja?
yani vase hichit marz nadari?
yani hichvaght khaste nemishi az in zendooni ke sakhty vase khodet?
chera bayad poshte harfat ghayem beshi?
chera bayad divar bekeshi beyne khodet o khodet?
arzeshi ham dare? natijee ham mideh yani?
hamishe esme to budeh aval o akahre harfam, bas ke esme toro khondam, boye to dare nafasham...
emshab ham vase khodesh shabiyeh...
kash shabe akhari bud ke...
digeh basse !

Age Nemitarsidi , chi kar mikardi???

hameye ma, to hameye doorane zendegimon be khatere TARS kheili az karharo nakardim, kheili tasmimharo nagereftim, kheili jaharo naraftim, kheili chiza o kasaro nadidim,
amigh ke fekr koni, mibini az bachegi asire tarsim, hatta hamin halla ke darim eterafesh mikonim.
bekhatere tars ham be digaran va ham be khodemoon sakht gereftim, AKH KE AGE NEMITARSIDIM CHI KAR MIKARDIM ???

emshab varede saale 2006 shodim...
ye saal digeh ham gozasht , ba tamome badihash belakhare tamom shod in saale mozakhrafe 2005, che sali bud!!! enghelabe zendegim...
delam mikhad emshab ke shabe avale sale jadideh, az tahe del arezo konam ke digeh hichvaght roozaye talkhe sale gozashte tekrar nashe.
kash harchi adame kasife az ro zamin naslesh vardashte beshe, kash hich deli be gonaah aloode nashe, kash roohe hameye ashegha aramesh begire, kash vase yebar ham ke shodeh khoda sedaye in bandehasho beshnave.
begzarim Happy New Year bar o bach...