ajab entezari bud...
ajab ezterabi dasht...

saathaye entezar koshande bud, montazere ye telephone neshastan inghadar sakht bud ke gahi vaghta nafas keshidan az yadam miraft!
belakhare baad az 2rooz ke be ghadre 2ghaarn gozzasht, khabar behem resid!va che shirin asst lahzeye vesaal!
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nemidonam, bavarehs kami moshkele, it is too good to be true !
midoni vaghty ye omr be khatere in lahze zendegi kardi, vaghty halla jelooot mibinish nemmitooni bavar koni, hamash fekr mikoni ke har lahze mishe az in khabe khoshe shirin bidar beshi, tars az inke hameye in lahzeha ye royaye shirin bashe, ya inke ye doroghe maherane!

tars az inke bad az in hame vaght ke behesh residi halla ye az hameja bi khabar peydsa beshe o bekhad khoshbakhtito bedoozde!!!
tars az lahzeye didar, delhore dare khafam mikonoe, hamash migam nakone ghalbam taghate lahze didaro nadashteh bashe.
nemidonam chera yehoo inghad tarso shodam,
gole man chizi be didaremon namonde...daram miyam...hameye vojodam dar parvaze...
badjoori bi-ghararm in rooza...

ki fekr mikard ye roozi barghe in cheshma ,hassrat beshe?

chi begam...
Gaahi vaghta ba ye khabar, ye telefoon, ye eshare,,,zendegiye adam az in roo e un roo mishe!in rooza hale khodamo nemifahmam, harchi bishtar fekr mikonam,kamtar natijeh migiram, be ghoole adama"gooh-gije"gereftam.to rooyaye khodam, khodamo to jadeye shomal mibinam ke sarkhoosh o azad ba musice delkhaham bi-maghsad daram miroonam. akh ke ye chizaye pish o paa oftade roozi vase adam arezo mishan, akh ke in dele tangam marham mikhad.kash mishod etemad kard dobare, kash mishod zendegio az daricheye cheshmane to did, kash mishod be in roohe sarkeshe assi kami eshgh o omid dad.delam badjoor gerefte....kash midonesty!

Aan ke migooyad dostat daram, dele andohgine shabisst ke mahtabash ra mijooyad!ey eshgh....ey eshgh chehreye abiyat peyda nist !
ta halla shodeh ke beshini o ye nigah be tahe tahe delet bendazi? shode ba khodet vase ye lahze ham ke shodeh ro-raast bashi? shodeh beshini be khodet fekr koni? be MANe daroonet!in kar ham jesarat mikhad ham joraat!ke vaghty haghayeghro lokht o berahne didi o lams kardi, betooni ghabooleshon koni, betooni ba khode khodet kenar biyay...vali khoda nayare un rooziro ke vaghty ba khodet khalvat kardi, sedaye shekastane MANe daroonetro ham beshnavi !!! sedaye shekastane khodet dardnaaaktarin sedayee ke mitoni tajroobeh koni, bavar koni ke to ham shekasty! are khode khode khodet!ta halla shodeh ke beshini o ye nigah be tahe delet bendazi??!

Ajaab ezdehami bud, forodgaho migam!hame dashtan talash mikardan ke be moghe be parvazeshon beresaan, che eshtiyaghi to chehreha bud,,che omidi to cheshma !mesle ye mojasame vastadeh budam ye gooshe o ba negahi shishee be in mellat negah mikardam...umadeh budam dame Gate Iran Air ! dashtam mosafer raheiye vatan mikardam.in dafe azize delam bud ke dasht miraft o che hesse badi behem dast dadeh bud.be hame un adama hasoodim mishod, be inke una ta chand saate digeh mehrabad hastan o man mese hamishe to otagham,,,be inke che omidi to cheshmeshone o negahe man cheghad sarde !vaghty maman raft...harfi vase goftan nabud...engar az ghabl gharar gozashteh budim ke ba raftanesh sokoto baghal konim !delam havaye shomalo karde...boosho az inja hess mikonam...